Wednesday, 30 January 2019

Retiring at 32 - A journey of becoming


As some of you know, I have recently embarked on an interesting journey of becoming. 

I have left my job
Sold my possessions
And remapped my mind & way thinking

Why did I do that? I was looking for answers. Answers to life, the universe, the “why” to everything. Just to have found the simplest answers to them all. (Topic for another discussion)

At first I thought the answers would be sooo lengthy and complicated that only scientists can discover them.
Lucky not
On my journey, I seeked high and low for the answers. The deeper I went, the more answers I got. It was NEVER ending to both extremes, up and down.
Then one day, I had this realisation, it is not a place, it sis something to be found somewhere.
It is a feeling. ‘Heaven’ is a feeling, not a place. You can’t find it by looking for it, you can only find it by being it. You can never get there, you can only be there.
Wow, when I grasped this concept, I started working on myself to further understand and achieve this wonderful state.
This universe is so amazing and vast, you will fins any and every answer you look for. So start looking for better answers.
·        Worrying if aliens are looking at us is unnecessary
·        Worrying if cats rule the world is unnecessary
·        Worrying if your partner is cheating on you, is unnecessary
Where do we stop?

Stop, take deep breath, and notice where you are. Feel the feel. Hear the sounds. See the colours. Smell the fragrances. Just be.
Feel that? That is life.

So why did I do what I did?
Because
I am going to live. I am going to Be.
Because there is nothing else to do than just be. Its human Being after all.

I made the decision to actively practice all the concepts I have learned over the years. All my experiences and inner guidance. I
I have made this decision in May 2018, and 6months later I resigned from my job as a new person.
Still not answering the why? I do not agree with the way the world is being run now. We are not meant to love like this, to suffer like this. (Anything less than constant pure love is suffering J )We were meant to live a fuller and freer life.
I decided to pursue that, and I found it. It was inside, not on top. J

It takes effort at the start to feel love and joy constantly. I mean, we work with other people that mess up all the time.
So I thought, if I can get a job or position/role where I can do what want, then I’ll surely be happy.
Apparently not.

For me to feel love and joy and passion and contentment etc every second of the day, I must do something what I truly love and find passionate.
Si I asked myself. What would I love to do? What am I currently doing for free, which other people are asking money for? What brings tears of joy to my eyes?

And I found I love sharing my knowledge and wisdom with other people, helping them grow and achieve everything they ever wanted to achieve. Seeing the joy of possibilities shoot up on their eyes when they unlock net opportunities and possibilities.
The closest profession I found to that, was life coaching. I did a course and was amazing.

No I asked, how am I going to make money from this? Surely I must survive…
Here is the funny thing.
So every time I think of ways to make money from this “skill/talent”, my attention is away from giving and helping.
It frustrates me to ‘bog’ my mind and life down with thoughts like that.

SO I decided I will love, be and help people where they are ready and want assistance to see and become their brilliance.

I feel freer if I don’t think about making or accumulating money. I am open for donations however. Hehe

So, that is how I came to be where I am now. And I love it.

I now help people either achieve their dreams and desires or help people see their true purpose and passion in life.

Have an amazing journey.

Be

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